The Fluke Flutter Fluctuation

Should I be happy? Should I be shocked? Is this confusion what I'm supposed to be feeling? Or is it that I'm overreacting again. My heart is fluttering in my chest but this feels too much like chance. It could be a fluke, or I could just be falling again. I cannot fathom this inexplicable emotion that boils up inside me. What am I to say to you? My heart is flying into walls inside me as it tries to figure out a way to you. However, my mind knows the fluctuations of my heart too well to let it out so easily. Today will become another day that has gone by without release. But one day, my heart unto you, will I reveal.