I've yet to figure out what I'm supposed to do with this world that lies in front of me. I believe in fate, but I also believe that humans can change their future. Isn't that weird? I believe that it is not possible for you to change the predetermined, but you can change the undetermined. But if there are things that are undetermined, that also means that the predetermined is minimal.
I pray for a better world, I wish for a better future, I hope for the success of every loved one. Yet, I do not believe in the world itself, the change of myself or the chance that a greater power may be influencing things. So who am I hoping to? What am I trusting these wishes to? Just something that's out there?
I trust my emotions to make my decisions, I believe that my emotions will make mistakes that can be prevented. If I just chose to be logical, they could be avoided, yet if I was logical I wouldn't be me. But I'm logical. So I'm not me. I'm just something that seems like me.
So I've found what I think is myself, but I am not myself. So what have I found exactly?
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