Analytical, logical, and stable. Such are my characteristics, and that is who I am, yet, why is it that I have moments of such irrationality? When I can so calmly assess situations and risks, sometimes I can't even figure out the most obvious things. Maybe it's because I subconsciously hide away the answers I don't want to see. What it really is, I don't know.
However, when I snap back to my normal self, I look back at my period of instability and wonder why it even occurred. I suppose that it happened because it was necessary, but if there was a faster way to come back to clam, I wonder what it'd look like. I guess I act on spur of the moment like everyone else.
In other times, I'm amazed at my own subconscious ability to act at capacities far beyond my conscious thought. My body language changes fluidly to match situations, and when I take a look back on what happened, I realize that it helped match the atmosphere and create an image of me that was suitable. So I wonder, how can I improve some parts of my subconscious, while leaving other parts in tact?
I guess the subconscious is really, everything we've done consciously that has become a habit. If that's true, then maybe with consistent logical thinking and calm mindset, I may be able to stop reacting irrationally and move logically to everything. Logic does not have to be the most human action, and it doesn't have to be the most robotic movement. Logic is acting based on my emotion, but then I begin to wonder, if this irrational is part of me, maybe this already is based on myself.
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