I shouldn't be here. I shouldn't've fallen here. This is not my resting place.
It was a mistake. One that I regret and one that should have ended much, much earlier. It's too late, what's done is done and I'm moving on. But that is that. I have to move on. You and I, we can't do this anymore. Those smiles, that laughter, our humourous banter. It's ending, day by day, it creeps closer and the inevitable is almost here.
I'll miss you all, each and every one of you. For most, this would be a new beginning for us, but with you, there is no new beginning. This farewell will be close to forever. I regret, I depress but I hold. This is what has to be. I'll smile for you, till the very end, but when it's over, my heart will close. Forgive me, for I know I will sin once more. Time is fast approaching, forgiveness and salvation are farther and farther away.
It's almost too late. I'm sorry. Goodbye.
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