Comeback - Underestimating Limitless Potential

Many times, I tell myself that I will speak my hearts content, but I've yet to do it. This day, the 26th of March, I call the day where my peace is breached, and these thoughts that lie within my mind released.

Moving on, I will unravel the wolves that lie within my mind to set them free once and for all. I am blessed with a memory that far surpasses what one might see and what one might feel. Sure this memory enables me to memorize words and pictures far clearer than many can comprehend. Yet, this memory also comes with a curse. Rememberence is never a happy feeling when dark thoughts are clouding your mind. Every regret that I have, shall be written here, in stone for all to see, so that I can finally move on, accept and grow.

1. JK, I feel that I placed you in a predicament when I revealed my heart to you. I do not blame you for the decision you chose to take, that is something that I should not have placed upon you. I appreciate your circumstances and I will take heed to ensure it won't happen again.

2. KL, I feel that I haven't been the friend that I should have been for you. All those times when you were in need I wasn't able to be beside you to help. All those times when you seemed to be reaching out, I didn't reach out my hand. That will end here, you are truly one I trust and value, ask me for help, I shall do all that I can to help.

3. JW, you are one that time and time again have lied beyond my vision. As friends, we've had many ups and downs, but through time, we've found many commonalities that lie between us. I've done many harsh things to you, through rumours, hurtful words and comments, in all finality, that is done with. No more shall I tarnish your reputation, you are one who stands out.

4. To all my friends, I apologize for the negative attitude that's been stuck to me for the past month or so. I do not know what has overcome me, but this is it. I am sick and tired of being sarcastic, cynical and skeptical about life. I will no curse, swear or use profanity. I will live life to the fullest, fixing my own emotional state as I move forward. Thank you for believing in me, I shall not disappoint.

Using my happy memories as a guide, I will discover the path I will take from here. However, do not force my hand, I will learn as I see fit, and whether this path is right is not within my cares. I seek no compensation, no donation, no giving. Nor do I ask for anything. I will remain happy, ensuring the constant upbeat mood that I enjoy so much. Through this, I will shower you with compliments, happiness and calmness. I will avoid becoming emotional negatively, I will be relentlessly positive, no matter what I encounter. No more anger, no more sadness, simple calm and happiness. I will lose my evil and hurtful nature, only kind or neutral. I will live by my ideals, my stengths and my own thoughts.

Surpassing all limits that were placed upon me, I shall reach a level that will lie beyond your farthest dreams because I believe that I will reach them. While this drive lives, I shall not fail.

So, I ask you, put your faith in me if you dare. In this boy who is 1 in 100,000. On one who is not just the 1%, but the 0.001%. This number, I will not just show to you, I will prove it to you, with every fibre in my body until you will be over-satisfied.