When did I become so weak? Where did I lose my fire of strength, to be the best at everything I did? Where did I go wrong? Why is it that the more I try to fix things, the worse they go? When did I become so flimsy? Where did my reliability as a human being go? Why did I lose my own will? Where did it fly off to this time?
When did I fall to the will of the world? Why am I not stretching my hand out to reach perfection again? Why have I become so emotional? Where did my stoic lifestyle of selflessness go? Where did my genius go? Why have I started to doubt my own abilities? Why am I still here, not going anywhere? Where is the path I can start running down, to start getting ahead again? Where is my road now? Why did I stray so far from the path I wanted to walk? Why am I so caught up with others? Where did my strength at being alone go? When did I fall so far? How far up is the top now?
So many questions, questions that I have no answers to, but questions full of truth. I don't need the answers though, because answers aren't always the problem. It is time to go back to the drawing board, because its time that I returned to my path of perfection.
It's time to take up the challenge of perfection upon my shoulders once more, to become that person I yearned to be. I'm not going to waiver anymore, I'm not going to wonder. I know what I'm looking for and I'm going to head back to it. No more confusion, and no more weakness. I will become strong.
You may ahead of me for now, but if you don't start running now, I'm leaving you behind in the dust.
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