1. You really are such a strong person. Anyone can be physically strong, that just takes endurance. But your real strength is your heart. You're so relentless in the way you give, and in the way you're willing to smile at times when it's hard to smile. You were always able to make me smile when I couldn't bring myself to do so. I'm sure if I saw you again, you'd make me smile again, and I find myself blinded by your strength to live every day. Now, I want to be able to smile for others in the way you smiled for me. To give them strength to make their days just as bright as you made mine.
2. You always have that smile. I'm not sure if you notice, but whenever I see you, you're always smiling or laughing. You never fail to bring a smile to my face with your expressions. I never needed a reason to be happy, because sad was never an emotion worth feeling. But with you, I feel more happy than I need, and you make me want to share happiness. They say a smile brings more smiles, and with you, I can feel the truth of that. So I too will smile everyday, because I want to teach others why happiness is so important.
3. You never stop asking questions, you always chase after things you want to know more about. You always keep me learning because I have to learn to help you. You probably don't understand how much you push me to become the best at what I do. You're always there to push me to figure something out or to help you out at the most obscure times. Yet, I never feel forced to do those tasks, you always make me want to figure it out for you. This is part of your nature, and part of your aura. You make me curious, and you make me solve my own curiosity. From now on, I want to ask myself questions, because your questions always keep me learning.
4. You told me to smile. You relentlessly posted that emotion on me. I don't know if you know it, but it stuck. I've been searching for my smile since you told me to smile and I still haven't found a way to maintain it. But you continued to keep telling me things, regardless of what they were. You had faith in me, so you pushed requests onto me, even when I wasn't ready for them. Your faith in me made me reach new heights that I couldn't have reached without you. I too want to put that same faith in others, because you taught me the importance of believing in others.
5. You always knew about the other side of the coin, the devil's advocate. Somehow, you had a picture that I never really imagined. It's why talking with you keeps me thinking, never giving me a moment to pause. You bring new things, new sides to things I thought I had figured out. Pictures may tell a thousand words, but when you tell me about a picture, you read the words in reverse order, weaving an entirely different tale. You keep me double-guessing myself and finding new possibilities. I strive to see different perspectives on things, because I too want to share new light on old things.
6. You really are so chill. You never have emotional moments like everyone else, you're always extremely reliable. No matter the situation, you react the same, and its your reliability that keeps people glued to you. No matter what it is you do, you always keep the atmosphere relaxed and cool. You really do define "zen"and calm. I aim to be able to maintain calm like you, and to not let the things that happen in this world phase me. I will try to be relaxed in everything I do, and to emanate a similar atmosphere. You make people around you relax, and maybe if I become calm too, I'll be able to do the same.
7. You always made me feel. You never really had a particular emotion, but whenever you spoke, I could feel emotion vibrate within me. It was so mysterious. Even now, you always make me feel. From happy to sad you're relentlessly, forcing me out of my stoic nature. Being stoic has always been something I've been proud of, but you make it so difficult. But now, I know why emotions are important and why people need them. I too want to be able to bring out emotion in others like you did for me, because if I can make people feel, I can teach people how great humans can be.
8. You have such fire. When you find something you like, you go after it relentlessly. This is your strength, and something I aim to copy. I have issues following things like that, because I can't give my 100%, I've never been able to do that before. Your passion is something I try to mimic, because motivation is something that I always have issues with. But you never lack it, and every waking moment it keeps you charging forward. So now, I will try to be like you and to keep everything I do at the maximum potential it can be. I want to live life as passionately as you do.
9. You can always seem to know when I'm regressing to solitude. I've never really been good at making friends, and I don't think I ever will be. But you make me want to be able to read others like you read me, to be able to understand others as well as you do. You're always good at telling me how I feel, or how I react in certain ways. You're the first person who can tell my change in mood, and the person I can talk to about myself. I want to be able to read others this well, so I can be there to help them when they need me most.
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