Thoughts on The Mind

Firstly, I'm worried about all of us. Us, as the collective team that works together to help each other, for the good of us as a whole. I honestly say I don't care about people, but as you get to know me, you really know I have this thing where I end up caring too much about others even when they don't have similar levels of care for me. It's this weird conundrum that happens to me when you show that you have enough human in you for me to feel that my time is worthwhile.

I want each and every one of you to be a hundred percent satisfied with what happens, and with yourselves, but I know that it's very unlikely because I know every one of us has high standards that are on very different levels and I worry just the same. If I could take ten percent and raise every one of yours by 10% I would take it 100 times out of 100. Unfortunately, it doesn't work that way, so I can only hope that you won't be too upset over it, and if you do really well, I want to congratulate you, because I appreciate you as people. In the event I can help you in anyway, feel free to let me know, because at the end of the day, I'm on your side, and my biggest goal is your happiness.

Secondly, I'm powerless at times. I want to be someone who can do more, I joke when I say I want to make enough money to buy a country, but in truth, I do want to be able to have the power to affect the lives of people I care about and the way I live. I want to be able to influence you in the ways that benefit you the most, but life isn't that easy. I know that. At the end of the day, the optimal decision isn't always going to be what's best for you now, or best for you in the long run if you don't have a long run. I just want you to know, that at heart, I have nothing but the best intentions inside.

Finally, just know that I care about you. When you're struggling alone and if that's what you think is best, I'll leave you to it. But it's hard for me to find optimal ways of reacting with little information. I'll do what I can but know that if I make mistakes, it's because I was making assumptions. Know that at the end of the day, I'm here for you as a friend.