It's strange. There's so much about me that enjoys being alone. There are plenty of songs about people who either want to be left alone or people who want to get away form loneliness. I can sympathize with both sides of the equation, I mean, people aren't exactly static and we all have our own personal joys and pains. That's why we are all unique.
I'm not a true loner in the sense that I don't prefer being alone, but at times I'm just used to being alone and getting along just fine regardless of it. The difference is that I do like being with people, but I'm just very, very particular about the people I'm with. If I don't think the people I'm with then I'll peace out as fast as I possibly can. I do have the self-control to do work if required, but when it's not a requirement I will not remain around if it's not to my benefit.
In the same way, I hate crowds. I don't blend well in crowds, and people will say that it's because I don't know enough people, but I would beg to differ. Even if I was in a crowd where I knew everyone, I don't enjoy myself because crowds make me stressed because they're loud, and compressed.
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