It's absolutely contradictory that I pride myself on being emotionally stable when I have a complete failure rate at hiding one emotion, an emotion so spontaneous I never have the time to figure out why it's happened or what's going on. I call it my skill of identifying people with exceptional talent, but when it happens with people that have something more, I have a habit of getting unintentionally caught up.
I get obsessed, my brain keeps going back to it, and without consciousness my eyes gravitate. It takes over my speech, my other emotions start to unravel with it and I forget what I was thinking about. It's weird, it's temporary and it's quite hard to express. Yet, it's never something more, and it disappears as fast as it appeared.
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